Insanity in Sanity by Amit Dolev

I see these hands,
I see these hands of reason.
I see these hands are not my own.

I fear myself,
I fear my strange inner self.
I fear I’m taking over me.

Your eyes are a futile game.
When you’re around I’m feeling haunted.
Your face shows you don’t really care.
You’re all I NEVER wanted.

All the things I’ve heard,
All the things that I have seen.
I can’t just close my eyes and leave.

You say you’re sane,
I say "there lays your pain".
But still I can’t control my own.

I see these hands...

I fear my self...

Your eyes are a futile game.
When you’re around I’m feeling haunted.
Your face shows you don’t really care.
You’re all I NEVER wanted.

In sanity lays your insanity.
In pain you’ll find your peace.
Insanity in sanity,
This pain I’ve always missed.

You’re all I NEVER yearned for.
You’re the one I NEVER wanted.

I feel these hands,
I feel these hands are clutching.
I feel these hands are down my throat.